feel the wrath of the Super Rad!

Good things happen so unexpectedly.


Today, Asmita told me I looked haggard. She's probably right. I haven't slept more than 6 hours a night in at least a month. I have taken one nap this month. So yes, I probably do have giant raccoon rings under my eyes. Tonight, I'm going to bed at 9PM and I am unbelievably excited.

Despite all this work that I've piled upon myself, I am beyond content. I am working towards a huge, scary, yet fucking awesome goal. I have awesome friends and an awesome boyfriend. I have so much to look forward to. We're going to Philly in May and he wants to take me to Puerto Rico this summer.

I live for adventure. I'm so glad to have broken out of monotony.

I have this really bad habit of getting super super nervous and letting myself panic cause I keep it bottled up. So today, I talked to my mom about my career-oriented worries and it kinda sorta helped, actually. She has legit solutions sometimes.

yay i got a 4.0 this semester!

I know people that claim to live without regret.
How is that even possible?
I feel like my entire life is built upon layers of remorse. If I could start college over, I would do everything differently. This isn't to say that I'm wasting my time. I just know where my true desires lie.

jesus, just come and marry me already.

A word of advice: if you would like to maintain a good mood, do not re-read your own private entries.

I am 99% sure of this now.
I have little to no desire to be a physician and my mind is made up. It's been building up to this since this summer but I needed time to let it stew.

I'm going to get a Pharm.D and a Masters (MPH or MBA) in four years. Once I'm 26, feel free to hit me up cause I'll be a glorified drug dispenser.

As trite as this sounds, I feel like a huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders.

One of my favorite things to do on a Friday night is to go out to a diner with good friends and stay talking for an hour or more after you've all finished your food.

Life has been treating me well lately. I'm satisfied in most areas. I feel like I have a few really solid, close friendships that mean the world to me. I'm also really excited for Thanksgiving cause I'll get to see the friends that I never see. My grades are still really awesome. Last night, I had one of the most spontaneous nights I've had in years. I went to see M83 (who were absolutely fantastic live) and then got picked up by a friend after the show because he was coincidentally on 14th Street as well. They basically called me, told me to wait in front of McDonalds, and kinda chucked me into their car. Then, his friend drove us off to Virginia (at breakneck speed) for no real reason and we saw the new James Bond. Our night involved running around a lot, bribing security guards to unlock the theatre doors with the lure of a $5 bill (hahaha), and driving with no real sense of direction apart from the GPS system. Asmita and I are hanging out with them again tomorrow.

Tonight, I went to a play at CSPAC and I'm not sure why I haven't taken advantage of the free and/or cheap shows they offer more often. Though, something unnerved me. I showed up before my singing class friends and this kid Justin who I haven't seen in a year ran into me and sat next to me. There must be some single girl smell because he would not get off my dick. It is absolutely not okay to lean your head on my shoulder during the funny parts and rub your arm against mine.
1. I barely know you. 2. We did not come together--we ran into each other. 3. I would never in a million years date you.
Guys seriously steam my clams.

But after that, James came over and we hung out until Asmita came home and then we went to IHOP for over 2 hours. I'm so glad James and I are close again. I mean, I may have drifted off from most of my Cumberland friends and Seth and Mike and that crowd, but I feel like my friendships are really strong right now. I think my biggest complaint these days is that if I'm not around people or doing something fun, I feel very bummed out and restless. I'm glad that's my biggest problem though because I alleviate that problem for myself.

This feels like a very middle school-ish diary entry or something. But whatever, I'm fairly content and having a lot of random adventures lately.

I just cooked some tofu with cheese and some spices and put it in a salad.

My mouth is orgasming.


That's all.

Our apartment is thus named Raeravain which means "Unicorn Spirit" in Elvish.

It embodies our essence and floats delicately from the tongue.

hahahaha I can't wait to see Biden rip Sarah Palin a new one in the VP debates.

Sat Oct 25- MIRAH, NO KIDS $15 Mainstage 9:00




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I haven't really downloaded that much music this summer. Instead, I've listened to these songs obsessively:

Party--El Perro Del Mar

Snakes and Ladders--Basia Bulat

Spi--Alina Orlova

Cigarettes--Russian Red

She's Lost Control--Joy Division

Our Life is Not a Movie or Maybe--Okkervil River

See/Saw--Jay Reatard

Too Excited--Tilly and the Wall

Mercy--Duffy

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Teen angst when you're not a teenager is pretty lame.

I'd really like some money so I could make frivolous purchases.
And a tan.

The one thing I am anticipating the most is the freedom to sing at the top of my lungs in my room.

Three more days and I'll be a whole person again.